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i hate this
Monday. 1.30.06 12:14 am
i hate everything that has to do with sarah, or me & sarah. i don't fucking understand her at all & it pisses me off to no end.



she says she misses me & shit, but yet she never puts forth an effort to see me, at all, ever. what the fuck is her problem? she tells me she loves me, she's in love with me, blah fucking blah. i was supposed to come over tonight & she comes up with some shit about how she needs to get herself together before she can see me? what the FUCK.



i'm so losing control of myself, i'm breaking down, i want to forget about her & go on, just fucking a forget about her. i'm pounding at this keyboard, getting so pissed off with every second that goes by.



i'm so fucking stupid why do i hold on. i'm done with all this bullshit. i had the chance to have a great person, cassie, another great person, valerie...ya know. i hate how sarah makes me feel. i need to punch something so bad before i lose it. she has fucked me over so many times.



i pray to god i don't wake up tomorrow, to keep on living in the piece of shit horror sarah is controlling. i'm moving on, i don't need to be treated this way, i need to find somebody who will be there for me as much as i'm willing to be there for them.


3 Comments.


Danger! Danger, Will Robinson!
Oh no.... that's it. I'm bringing back my Observations on Dating.

In a nutshell, you gotta stop letting her know that she's getting to you. Stop seeing her. When you do, say, "Hey." and keep on walking. Talk to other girls. Occupy your time with something you enjoy (like sex). Put short, I don't let anyone fuck with my emotions, no one shouldn't fuck with anyone's emotions. Have more respect for yourself. Your head over heels for this girl, and she knows it. There's no chase, no fun, she knows she can have you anytime... so it's boring to her. Back off for a while. She'll begin to wonder why and try everything to get your attention again (especially if you continue to ignore her). When she calls, tell her your busy. Always end interactions first. Never call. Even if you really want to. Don't do it! You gotta flip everything around on her. Watch what she does that really gets to you, then do the same to her. Trust me, this is the BEST thing you can do in this kind of situation, besides for moving on to someone else. Hope this helps.
» DeeVeuS on 2006-01-30 11:10:19

I feel your pain, the part where you could've spent your time with other people but you focused your attention on someone who didn't turn out to be worth it. Good luck th ough.
» Dilated on 2006-01-30 03:27:34

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